there she goes

Fuck it, I'm wearing red tomorrow.

It's 3am and I'm not tired,

I lie awake, I'm so inspired.

Oh, whadddddddup!

Whatup bloggy. Seems like I never have time to write here anymore. School and work are killin' me, but hey, I'm one step closer to my dreams. Everyday I'm hustlin'! Hahah, kidding. Seriously though, nothing feels better than putting in work.

Speaking of work, I got a surprise visit today from my siblings. T'was nice. I've got a midterm in about twelve and a half hours and I'm totally stoked and ready to ace it. I can't believe it's Thursday already. Just one more day, just one more day. This entire week will be amazing, I can feel it in my bones.




I'll brb, gonna go paint my Mona Lisa now.

Rocketeer.

Right now, I'm trying to decide if I should get Panda Express or Burrito Azteca for lunch. I haven't had either of them in awhile.

Good things come in green.

At least that's what I thought until I saw that beautiful red F360 Spyder earlier. Soooo nice.

Anyway, good things really do come in green. A Packers win, my first paycheck, and Christmas trees beginning to line the streets of Santana Row made this weekend a spectacular one. I saw a kid (that's the term that I use now for anyone still in high school, haha) at the mall earlier wearing a Marion Barber jersey, strutting around like some kind of wannabe thug, and it just made me burst into laughter thinking about how badly my team beat his team's ass the other night. Sorry, I'm pretty passionate when it comes to football, and anyone who knows me already knows how blunt I can be, haha. Man, though, with the way we're playing, I'm predicting a playoff run this year. The defense looks fantastic!

I'm sitting outside Starbucks right now because all the seats inside are taken. It was raining earlier; its stopped now, but the seats and tables are still wet and it's freezing cold out here. I think I should go home now.



In a few.

up, up, here we go.

What can I say? People change.

I've never felt like this before. It's a funny feeling, sort of like the tingly, heart-pumping sensation that you get when you're about to enter a class for the very first time, completely unaware of who you'll meet inside. It's not bad, though; no, not at all. White is the new brown, at least for me.

It's been a busy couple of weeks, but I'm definitely in the zone now. This is by far the highest high I've ever felt, both physically and in my personality. I can see the horizons more clearly now, bursts of vibrant color exploding onto a canvas of sky, soon to be encompassed by a sea of stars. Night turns into day and slowly, time invested is beginning to pay dividends.

I keep my life on a heavy rotation, and as the wheels keep spinning, so does my mind. I'm seeing between the cracks now, squeezing out every last drop yet maintaining a proper balance of things. Time is everything. Careful and steady, with a flash of passion. Not too much at a time, though, and on that note, I think I shall go and make it mine now.




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